Too Fast.

My little Elena is growing so fast and it's making me a little emotional. On Sunday Bobby and I were at my parents' house while they're out of town to water their plants, and we came across old photos from when my sister and I were babies. I got teary eyed just thinking about how my mom must have never imagined we'd be this age and with our own babies, no less! She probably was in my same position, wanting us to stay babies forever. I can't even picture Elena as a grown woman, or even any older than she is now. She's my innocent little baby, and I wish I could shield her from the world and protect her in my arms always. I just have to remember that she WILL be shielded by the blood of Jesus; He will never leave her. Even if I'm not around one day, He will always be there to protect her. That is such a comforting feeling for a mama. Knowing that no matter what, our children are protected by Jesus Christ. No weapon formed against them shall prosper. I try to make it a point to read scripture to her every morning, whether it's from her Baby Bible or from my own daily devotionals I receive. I just want her to absorb those words, even if right now it doesn't make any sense to her; someday it will, and someday she will be able to use those words against moments of weakness or any evil that may face her. It's my responsibility to arm her for battle. Sounds dramatic, but we do battle evil in this world every day as Christians. I'm not doing my best as a mom if I don't feed her that scripture that will protect her and nourish her soul. I just pray that I'm guiding her right and that I'm the best I can be for her. I worry sometimes about her future, but then I immediately have to pray that worry right out of my mind. As a mother, it's impossible not to worry, though. You automatically become a neurotic mess the minute they're born! You just wish you could put your baby in a protective bubble where there's no sickness or pain. But, Jesus is protecting my baby from sickness and pain. Even if I feel helpless sometimes, He's got enough strength for the both of us. Well, it's time to put this little one down for a nap. She's getting tired of her playmat. I hope everyone has a blessed day, and be sure to let your babies know how much they're loved! :)