Katy Perry shows her cleavage. This is news?

So, the above video has been causing a lot of controversy lately among mothers of young children who watch Sesame Street. Apparently they are outraged that Katy is wearing such a revealing outfit on an episode that was only released on youtube. While I don't agree that Katy dressed inappropriately, even if she had, um...what else is new? Sesame Street decided not to air the episode on tv due to all of the comments on the youtube vid from angry mothers. I just don't get why Sesame Street and all of these moms are surprised. I mean, hello, the woman is on the cover of her latest album like this:



She's also released songs about kissing girls and who knows what else. My question for Sesame Street is...why on earth did you pick Katy Perry of all people to appear on your show?! That's like picking Courtney Love or Heidi Montag. The blame is entirely on Sesame Street. They can't play innocent here. It's been fairly obvious that Katy likes to wear skimpy outfits and probably always will. That was never a secret. Sesame Street should be more concerned about the fact that they're promoting gay marriage with Bert and Ernie!

Tell Him.

Last night I was beaming with pride because I received two more As on papers that I had been stressing about. I was telling Bobby that I was amazed at how well I'm doing in school, and was pretty much giving myself all the credit. Then this morning, I decided to read Day by Day Grace on blueletterbible.org and it was the story about Nebuchadnezzar and how God humbled him. It was talking about pride, and how we are nothing without God. He gives us strength and wisdom. We are capable of nothing without his grace and guidance. That truly touched me. While I normally do give God the credit for my accomplishments, last night it was all about me and what I had done. I should always have my focus on Him. He gives me motivation. He is the reason I've completely turned my life around and am succeeding. It had nothing to do with me, and everything to do with Him. My sweet Jesus, I can do nothing without You. Here's a song that I like to sing about my Lord and Savior. It's called "Tell Him" by Lauryn Hill and I hope you enjoy it. The lyrics are below.


Let me be patient, let me be kind
Make me unselfish without bein' blind
Though I may suffer, I'll envy it not
And endure what comes, 'cause He's all that I got and tell Him

Tell Him I need Him
Tell Him I love Him
And it'll be alright

And tell Him
Tell Him I need Him
Tell Him I love Him
It'll be alright

Now I may have faith, to make mountains fall
But if I lack Love, then I am nothin' at all
I can give away, everything I possess
But I'm without Love then I have no happiness
I know I'm imperfect and not without sin
But now that I'm older all childish things end and tell Him

Tell Him I need Him
Tell Him I love Him
It'll be alright

Tell Him
Tell Him I need Him
Tell Him I love Him
It'll be alright

I'll never be jealous
And I won't be too proud
'Cause love is not boastful
Ooh and love is not loud

Tell Him I need Him
Tell Him I love Him
Everything is gonna, is gonna be alright
Ooh, ooh, yeah yeah, oh yeah

Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on earth
But if I speak wrong, ooh, then what is it worth?
See what we now know is nothing compared
To the love that was shown when our lives were spared and tell Him

Tell Him I need Him
Tell Him I love Him
It'll be alright

Tell Him
Tell Him I need Him
Tell Him I love Him
It'll be alright

It's the little things.

"And so today my world it smiles; your hand in mine, we walk the miles. Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one."

I sure do love this life that I've been blessed with. I've been getting my first few grades for this semester, and so far I'm doing well. My anxiety has worn off a bit now that I know what I'm doing and I see a light at the end of the tunnel. Spending time with my family and my husband has really helped me not to worry about school so much. I know God has given me the wisdom and knowledge, all I have to do is keep pushing through. So, we renewed our lease yesterday and it's set for 7 months. At first I was kind of bummed that we'd be here at the apartment versus house hunting, but I'm glad we made that decision. This way we're able to save every month and we don't have the added stress of making a house payment or looking for a house. Our lease is up in May, so we'll have to start looking in March. Honestly, I'm in no hurry. I know I always get on my poor man's case about being so frugal, but I'm so grateful that he is. I've learned that because he's frugal that lets me know how much he cares about taking care of me and our future family. That's his number one priority. He is so selfless. He works long hours, sometimes pulls double shifts, just to be able to put away money in savings or pay off our credit card bill. He always makes sure we're taken care of. In my eyes, that's what makes a 'man'. It's amazing, his dad may not have been in his life, but he's more of a man than his dad will ever be. His dad did him a favor, and me a favor. It's just such a good feeling knowing that my husband is so responsible and focused. Just to have that security feels really good. Thank you, Jesus. Knowing this, I know that we'll be in a home that we love soon. He's so cute, my sister had ordered one of those old school construction worker-type lunchboxes for him (he's been wanting one for the longest time)for his birthday and he was so excited that he got to take it to work today. I put milk in his thermos and packed his sandwiches and an apple. He said he's always wanted one ever since he saw his grandpa taking one to work when he was a kid. It's those little things that make him happy. He doesn't need fancy cars or clothes. We're the same in that sense. As long as we're together, everything else is small potatoes. I just had to get that off my chest because this morning I woke up with so much love in my heart and I had to share! I hope everyone is having a blessed week. ¡Hasta luego!

It has returned!

I'm taking a study break (because my brain hurts) to tell y'all about my favorite thing on tv. Those are my two favorite characters from Gossip Girl; Dan (Penn Badgely--so cute) and Serena (Blake Lively). They're together in real life, too! I've loved this show for years. I guess you could say it's my novela (soap opera). I also discovered this song from one of the episodes and liked it immediately. It's an acquired taste for most of you I'm sure, but I've had it on repeat for about a week now and can't stop listening to it. I have no idea what the lyrics mean, but I think it's pretty. So whatever this guy's talking about is music to my ears! Lol. PS: Gossip Girl has just started Season 4 and the second episode will be this coming Monday at 8pm CST if anyone would like to join in on my current addiction. I, unfortunately, missed the season premiere (yeah...I shed a tear...literally) and have been trying to hunt that episode down online this entire week but no such luck. If anyone discovers it please let me know!

****UPDATE**** I found the episode! It was finally uploaded this afternoon! I'm watching it right now actually. Yay!

"I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece; I'm complete."

Those are lyrics from my favorite song at the moment, "Teenage Dream" by Katy Perry. I listen to it at least once a day. This morning alone I've watched the music video about 3 times. So, Bobby is working the day shift for the next couple of weeks which is great for me because it gives me all sorts of time alone to get homework done and make our apartment look somewhat presentable. He hates waking up early, but he does like having a 'normal' work schedule. The only downside to him working until 3 pm is that I won't have him there to drive me to class from the parking garage :( . I guess I'll just have to trek to class like everyone else. Boo. I didn't get my morning workout in because I haven't been feeling well this morning, so I'll count my walk to class as part of my cardio :) . School is becoming a bit overwhelming, but if I just focus on one task at a time instead of thinking about all that's due within a short period of time, I'll be alright. I only think about what's due 'this week' as opposed to what massive assignments will be due at the end of the semester. It's been working so far. My classes are a tad bit intimidating, but I know I can do this and hopefully come out with an A. Next semester really scares me, though. I'll be doing Independent Research, Capstone (a 30 page paper that must be completed before graduating) and 3 other classes; 2 of which are senior Psychology classes. Sounds like fun, huh? Yeah...I'm excited :/ . But I know that with God, ALL things are possible. I truly believe that if it weren't for His guidance I would be having a nervous breakdown right about now just thinking about these crazy classes I'm taking. He has given me peace and a sense of calm, and the confidence to be successful. Thank you, Jesus, for bringing me this far. I see that beautiful light at the end of the tunnel, and walking across that stage seeing my proud family's faces will be worth all of the hard work and dedication. I had better have some tissues on hand because I'm pretty sure there will be waterworks; I want to cry just picturing it! Knowing how close it is...wow. It's taken me awhile, but to know that I actually am going to finish something that I started, something this important...it just makes me so happy and fills me with pride. Bobby plays a big part in all of this. He truly makes me a better person. Ever since we met, I've wanted to do great things, and be better for him. He's inspired me so much and has been a driving force in my life. If it weren't for him, I probably wouldn't be where I am today. He's my angel. He saved me from so much hopelessness, despair, and pain. He brought me back to life. I was so lost and didn't know where to go, and then he came into my life and took hold of my hand. He took me out of the darkness and into the light. He reminded me just who God wanted me to be. My sweet man. I just can't express to y'all how blessed I am to have him in my life. I know this is corny, but I mean every word. He takes such good care of us and I am truly grateful for that. I tell him all the time, and still don't feel like it's enough. Love like this is rare I think, and a man like this is DEFINITELY rare. I'm just so glad that God is letting me experience it. I must have done something right.

Shamu!

Bobby's birthday was yesterday and instead of a big birthday party he said he wanted to go to Sea World (my hubby is a big kid and I love it), so off to Sea World we went! His folks drove and we really had a great day. I gave him my gift and the surprise gift from my parents the night before. I had given him a nice Cowboys shirt and a couple of Dallas Cowboys knick knacks, but nothing too exciting...until he unfolded his shirt to find a hidden confirmation letter stating that we'd be going to see the Cowboys play the Titans on October 10th! My parents are so awesome for helping me with that one. They wanted to get him something special and he sure was happy and speechless. He kept asking, "We're really going to a game?!" It was adorable. He hasn't been to the new stadium and has been dying to go, so when my mom asked what he wanted, I told her and she right away looked for tickets. She's truly heaven sent. I have amazing parents, and an amazing family that God has blessed me with. Sea World was really fun. I LOVE Orca whales! The Shamu show, Azul (a new show they just added), and the penguin exhibit were my favorite parts. Sea animals are the most beautiful and adorable animals in the world, especially whales and penguins. Those are my favorites. I want a penguin of my own. I kept telling Bobby I wish I could keep one in the freezer, lol. The only thing that makes me sad is that they aren't free to swim in the ocean and hunt for food. I feel like they get sad and lonely in captivity, but then I remember how much those trainers love their jobs and love animals. I'm sure they're well taken care of...at least I hope they are. I'm not a tree hugger, but I do love animals...well, most of them...sea animals mainly. After a long day at SW, we went to Pico De Gallo and had a couple margaritas with dinner (yum!) and shopped at the market square for a couple hours. It was jam packed I guess because of it being a holiday weekend. When we got home we watched a movie (Why Did I Get Married, Too---which was awful! The first one's way better) and then called it a night. I'm glad Bobby had a great birthday, he deserved it. I'm so glad God brought him into this world.